Does anyone else agree with me that timing can be everything? I have been dealing with some personal things that have taken a huge toll on me. Mentally, emotionally, financially, the whole gambit. I am never one to reach out to others, I have always been one that will fix it myself. If I can’t fix it, then I will deal with the consequences. In all honesty, I really don’t know how to ask for help. I read an article once about why people don’t ask. It boils down to within that person’s mind, the answer is always no, so why bother asking. As crazy as that may sound, it makes perfect sense in my head. I came across another article regarding 15 things people with depression silently do. Yikes… I do nearly all of them. Does this mean I have depression? Who knows, admittedly, I probably have some form of it. My mind goes too hard in too many directions for there not to be some “issues” up there. Does this mean I will ask for help? C’mon now. Does it mean I will look to get on meds? HELL no. That one I can tell you. If it is my head that’s broke, isn’t it my job to fix it? Thought so.
Can’t believe I am laying this all out there. Will I actually hit the “Publish” button? Not sure yet. There are so many other things to say, but you readers, (all 0 of you), don’t need to worry about me. I’m not built to allow others to worry about me. Maybe one day… but I am so old now, who knows, haha. Anyone know how to fix me?